about this guy…
The short:
Suffered lots. Practiced. Lots! Suffer lots less now. Happy to help!
The Long:
By age 19 I was intent to go forth from home into homeless life as a Buddhist monk. My aspiration was rooted in philosophical conviction coupled with experiences of self-transcendence following a long period of severe depression, anxiety, and suicidality in adolescence. Seeking ending suffering and despairing at this state and projected trajectory of our world, actualizing the Bodhisattva ideal appeared an appropriate response.
I trained for a year in monasteries in Thích Nhất Hạnh’s lineage as a lay-person and anagārika after which I turned to Ajahn Chah’s lineage chasing after ascetic rigor. However, it suddenly came clear ordained monasticism is not my path. Nonetheless, monastic ideals continue to inspire me.
Wishing to bring some benefit of practice to others, I completed Shinzen Young’s teacher training in Unified Mindfulness. Subsequent to that, I completed a year of intensive practice and service in residence at Zen Mountain Monastery, and continue attending retreats and full-time monastic training with my teachers when able.
In my own practice I’ve been immeasurably helped by Lama Justin von Bujdoss, Meido Moore Roshi, Shugen Roshi, Stephen Mugen Snyder Roshi, Shinzen Young, Leigh Brasington, Hojin Sensei, Hogen Sensei, and many other teachers’ texts and recordings, and the ethos and community of Pragmatic Dharma.
I am committed to lifelong training with teachers in the Buddhist lineages of Theravada, Soto, Rinzai, Kagyu, and Nyingma, all amidst integrating this secular life.
Some of my other interests include philosophies of mind and morals, cognitive and neuro-science, assisting empirical inquiry into emergent phenomenology, advising qualia research, psychedelics, and any art which poignantly depicts the homeostatic activity of autopoietic agents eliding entropy. I enjoy interviewing and hosting conversations about these and related topics, and when I can’t ignore the damnable itches any longer I assemble essays and produce poetry.
I intend to actualize and make available the benefits of dedicated contemplative practice for all.
I teach within the guidelines, ethics, and professional standards of Unified Mindfulness, which I encourage you to read about here.
May you and all beings likewise live happily, free from suffering in sympathetic joy and profound equanimity!